Dvadest sedam hiljada izdanaka težnje, deo 9

801

```

Srce čoveka traga

Za krilima lepote

Da bi poput ptice moglo da leti

Prostranim nebeskim visinama. ```

802

```

Ako proučavate svet

Vašeg srca,

Bog će vas blagosloviti

Svitanjem Njegovog Života. ```

803

```

Ako želite da budete

Savršeni Božiji instrument,

Nikada ne precenjujte mudrost svog uma

I nikada ne podcenjujte

Poslušnost svog srca.

```

804

```

Pošto ste potpuno izgubljeni

U džungli nečistote,

Negujete smelost

Koja negira postojanje Božije

Bezuslovne Samilosti

U ovom svetu. ```

805

```

Kada čovek predstavlja svoje sopstveno otkrovenje

A ne Božije,

Šta jadni Bog može da učini?

On se jednostavno povlači

Unutar Njegovih tajnih i svetih Granica.

```

806

```

Čistota je duševna lepota

Koja je odavno izgubljena i zaboravljena

U džungli zbunjenosti uma.

```

807

```

Duhovi

Mog života neuspeha u prošlosti

Još uvek muče

Sićušnu, nežnu biljku moga srca. ```

808

```

Ja ne želim da čujem reči

Sa tvojih usana žednih Boga.

Ja želim da osetim

Tvoje srce gladno Boga. ```

809

```

Oblaci odvojenosti

Između vas i Boga

Uskoro će nestati

Ako pažljivo provodite

Vaše budne sate.

```

810

```

Ne molite se Bogu

Da vas odnese sa ovoga sveta.

Molite se Bogu

Da promeni vašu prirodu ovde na Zemlji.

Ono što vam je potrebno je preobražaj

A ne bekstvo. ```

811

```

Najveća tragedija je moj sopstveni život.

Iako sam Božiji odabrani sin,

Ja namerno ne slušam

Božiji Glas. ```

812

```

Zbog vašeg uma iskrenosti

Srca čistote i duše blistavosti,

Nosi vas

Struja Samilosti

Božije Reke Srca.

```

813

```

Oh svete,

Moram ovo da ti kažem:

Moje srce neće nikada

Ostati bez težnje,

Moj um neće nikada

Ostati bez inspiracije

A moj život nikada neće

Ostati bez posvećenosti. ```

814

```

Njegov plač ukrao je moje srce.

Njegov osmeh ukrao je moju dušu.

Njegova ljubav ukrala mi je život.

Njegovo jedinstvo sa Bogom

Ukralo je moje sve.

```

815

```

Nada me nikad ne obmanjuje.

Nada je božanski instrument

Koji teži da dostigne i otkrije

Lepotu Božije manifestacije. ```

816

```

Želim da budem jedan od retkih,

Veoma retkih

Koji mogu iskreno da osećaju

Da je Bog odgovoran

Za moj uspeh

I da sam ja odgovoran za Njegov. ```

817

```

Vaše je božanski stvoreno

Cvetanje težnje,

Prožeto mirisom

Božanske iskrenosti. ```

818

```

Vera ne zna za napetost,

Jer ona zna da je Bog

Uvek sa njom

I uvek za nju. ```

819

```

Tokom mog jutrašnjeg razgovora sa Bogom

Rekao mi je da ne postoji kriza

Ni u jednom ljudskom životu

Koja se ne može rešiti

Božanski osunčanim osmehom.

```

820

```

Na putu kući

Sa Zemlje na Nebo,

On je sa sobom poneo

Zemljino more nade

Da se igra sa ispunjujućim suncem Neba.

```

821

```

Kada je moja duša na Nebu,

Ona šapuće molitvu

Za samilost.

Kada je moja duša na zemlji,

Ona šapuće molitvu

Za mir.

Kada je moja duša sa Bogom,

Ona šapuće molitvu

Za zadovoljenje Boga.

```

822

```

Osećamo takvu čistotu

Kada pogledam u Mesec.

Osećam takvu moć

Kada pogledam u Sunce.

Ali, na žalost osećam takvu nesigurnost

Kada pogledam sebe. ```

823

```

Yours is a world

From which God is always absent,

Do you know why?

Because you are always fond of wandering

In your mind’s wasteland.

```

824

```

God will definitely rescue you

From your anxiety-emergency

If you do not waste

Your heart’s obedience-breath. ```

825

```

In the heart of each struggle

There is always

A sun-vast victory-crown.

```

826

```

Sadness-purity is my life’s

Fleeting voice.

Gladness-divinity is my soul’s

Eternal voice. ```

827

```

My Lord Supreme,

Do widen the narrow rivulet

Of my life

So that I can forever surely flow

Into Your Heart’s Ecstasy-Ocean.

```

828

```

If your rebellious mind is unwilling

To admit defeat,

Your heart is doomed to carry

The stupidity-freedom of your life. ```

829

```

God’s ultimate Miracle

Shall secretly blossom:

You will become the perfection-beauty

Of your own soul’s

Stupendous God-discovery.

```

830

```

Responsibility cannot weigh you down

If you take responsibility

As a God-approved opportunity.

It can only lift you and your life

To the higher worlds.

```

831

```

His is the magic smile

That every day eclipses

My heart’s excruciating pangs.

```

832

```

Since Buddha did not come

For the East alone

And Christ did not come

For the West alone,

You should know

That you have not come

For yourself alone.

```

833

```

You are always allowed

To come near God

And play with Him,

Not because you live

In a great reality-world

But because you constantly cherish

God-dreams.

```

834

```

God’s Compassion-Sun is not invisible;

My heart is just blind.

God’s Forgiveness-Sky is not invisible;

My mind is just blind.

God’s Assurance-Ocean is not invisible;

My eyes are just blind. ```

835

```

The animal in me says,

“Why is there a God

When I do not need Him?”

The human in me says,

“Where is God

When I do need Him?”

The divine in me says,

“Whether I need God or not,

He eternally is.”

```

836

```

Alas, you have placed your happiness-life

Not only in the hands of others

But also at their giant feet.

```

837

```

If you do not have surrender-tears,

Then try to create them.

If you do have surrender-tears,

Then soulfully treasure them

And try to increase them.

```

838

```

There should not be any weakness

In your thought-life

Or any carelessness

In your heart-life

If you care for

The transcendental Smile of God. ```

839

```

If you fear to aspire,

Do you not realise

That you and your life

Will very soon

Expire with fear?

```

840

```

The difference between involvement

And commitment is this:

If you are involved,

You are a problem-maker.

If you are committed,

You are a problem-shooter. ```

841

```

O my soul,

Did you ask God

When my suspicion-mind

Will be unquestionably defeated

By my aspiration-heart?

O my soul,

I hope you have not forgotten

This time also. ```

842

```

The dust of the past

Has soiled his heart.

Therefore, he cannot win admission

To God’s pure Heart-Home. ```

843

```

To have your desires

Fulfilled for the asking

Is to be forced to dance

With your life’s inner failures. ```

844

```

Instead of creating self-styled fantasies

To decorate your life,

Why do you not become a translator

Of God’s Vision-fulfilling Silence-Message? ```

845

```

When I walk,

I walk prayerfully

So that I can have

A soulful heart,

A powerful life

And a fruitful vision of God. ```

846

```

My heart’s dawn has come,

My heart’s dawn has come.

Inside my heart

I see only one thing:

The happiness of a God-intoxicated

Beauty-life. ```

847

```

O my body-dungeon,

Even you can be full of God.

Just do not mix with the mind.

Do not even listen to the mind,

For it is drunk

With egotism-night. ```

848

```

Since your heart was awakened,

You have been praying and meditating

To see divine light,

And this light itself wants you to see

That there is another world

Where truth, peace and bliss abide. ```

849

```

O my soul,

Each time you come down

Into the world-arena,

You bring with you the promise

To offer light to the world at large

And to manifest God in God’s own Way. ```

850

```

Inwardly and outwardly

Your Beloved Supreme

Is pleading with you

To listen to all His Requests

Cheerfully and soulfully.

```

851

```

If you do not make progress

In God’s own Way,

Then what you call progress

Will be only the aggrandisement

Of your ego.

If you make progress

In God’s own Way,

Then you are bound to feel

God’s Love, Peace and

Satisfaction

Inundating your life.

```

852

```

The thunder of sound

Is God’s ambassador to earth.

The beauty of silence

Is God’s ambassador to Heaven. ```

853

```

My Lord Supreme,

Why do I feel insecure?

“My child,

You feel insecure

Because you are afraid of vastness.

Try to claim the vastness

Of the ocean and the sky

As your own, very own.

Then you will never be insecure.”

```

854

```

My Lord Supreme,

How can I maintain my inner strength?

“My child,

You can maintain your inner strength

Only by having peace of mind.”

My Lord Supreme,

How can I have peace of mind?

“My child,

To have peace of mind

What you need

Is purity in the body, the vital

And the mind itself.”

```

855

```

His prayerful mind and soulful heart

Have made his life

A shadowless illumination-sun.

```

856

```

The East is for realisation.

The West is for manifestation.

The East cares mainly

For height.

The West cares mainly

For length and breadth. ```

857

```

Your mind does not want

God’s loving Heart.

God’s Heart does not want

Your doubting mind.

Unless and until you change your mind,

God is not going to change His Heart. ```

858

```

God has revealed His infinite Light

Through your glowing eyes.

Can you not reveal your soulful delight

Through God’s ever-fulfilling

And ever-transcending Heart?

```

859

```

Every day God and I

Exchange our dreams.

I share with Him

My mind’s frustration-dreams;

He shares with me

His Heart’s Satisfaction-Dreams. ```

860

```

Because your heart has become

A God-pleasing prayer,

Your life has now become

God’s secret and sacred powerhouse. ```

861

```

If you live in the dark cave

Of blind individuality,

How can you expect God

To grant you an interview? ```

862

```

Indeed, he is a chosen instrument of God,

For his heart is aspiration-intensity,

His life is dedication-luminosity

And his breath is perfection-divinity. ```

863

```

Your desire-life will never desert you

Of its own accord.

It is your aspiration-life

That has to discipline, illumine

And liberate your desire-life

From its sleepless ignorance-hunger. ```

864

```

Futile fears and doubts can never

Impose themselves upon him,

For he lives in his heart-life,

And his heart-life is always

Flooded with God-Light.

```

865

```

Every time he sails the boat

Of confidence-light

He is befriended

By God’s Satisfaction-Delight. ```

866

```

An unexpected Compassion-Touch

From Above

Can transform the absurd inventions

Of the intellect

Into God’s all-satisfying

Intuition-Treasures. ```

867

```

Your mind foolishly tries

To fathom God.

Your heart soulfully waits

For God’s Compassion-Light

And Forgiveness-Height

To measure your life. ```

868

```

Your mind-conquest

Is yesterday’s forgotten resolution.

Therefore, how can you conquer

Today’s desire-hunger? ```

869

```

God does not need your mind’s

Partial insecurity-surrender.

God needs only your heart’s

Inseparable oneness-hunger-delight. ```

870

```

My aspiration-days and devotion-nights

Have successfully and permanently removed

My life’s ego-mask.

```

871

```

Your soul has been hiding

For centuries.

But rest assured,

It will not remain hidden forever.

Someday, somewhere, somehow

It will reveal

Its God-manifesting perfection-delight.

```

872

```

You do not want to remove

Your ego-mask,

Yet you wonder why yours has become

An upside-down life-view. ```

873

```

Your heart-compass does not

Always point to God.

How then do you expect

Your life-star to ever rise

In Eternity’s Infinity-Sky?

```

874

```

Your mind-land neither loves you

Nor needs you.

Alas, even so, you are not willing

To go back to God’s Heart-Land. ```

875

```

Alas, right now

You are your own vital-fury.

Do you not realise that before long

You and nobody else

Will become your own heart-injury?

```

876

```

Drago mi je da vam se sviđa

Prijatelj lepote vašeg srca:

Život

Drago mi je da vam se sviđa

Prijatelj upozorenja vašeg života:

Smrt. ```

877

```

Napustili ste

Oltar svoga srca,

Ali još uvek tragate za

Predsedavajućim božanstvom vašeg života. ```

878

```

Preskočite ograničavajuće prepreke

I postanite smeli razbijač ropstva!

Vaš život tada neće ostati

Opušten znak pitanja. ```

879

```

Ljubav čini sva ljudska bića jednakima.

Jedinstvo čini sva ljudska bića savršenima.

Zadovoljstvo čini sva ljudska bića

Potpuno istim sa Bogom. ```

880

```

Pošto je Bog

Njegova sopstvena Svetlost Samilosti,

Zar ne možete vi da postanete

Vaše sopstveno blaženstvo poslušnosti?

```

881

```

Vaša kriza težnje uzbunila je

Ne samo Nebeske uspinjuće visine

Već takođe i dužine zemaljskih vapaja.

```

882

```

Neobična je njegova interpretacija

Duhovnog buđenja.

On misli da prvo čovek potresa Boga,

I da Bog onda razbuđuje čoveka. ```

883

```

Bićete uhvaćeni u kandže vremena

Ako vaš život posvećenosti

Ne preraste u srce predanosti

Da bi zadovoljio Boga na Njegov sopstveni Način. ```

884

```

Moja najbolja specijalnost je ova:

Nikada ne dopuštam svom životu

Da bude uhvaćen

U mrežu zbunjenosti moga uma. ```

885

```

Ako nastavite da umirujete

Urlike vašeg vitala,

Kako ćete ikada ugledati

Svitanje vašeg života?

Zar nećete zauvek ostati

U noći bez mesečine vaše smrti? ```

886

```

Ako je vaša ljubav teče

Do posvećenosti

A vaša posvećenost teče

Do predansoti,

Bog će vam radosno i ponosno

Reći Kod Njegovog Imena

Da bi mogli da ga prizovate

Kad god poželite. ```

887

```

O glupi svete,

Zašto bi moja duša bila odgovorna

Za probijanje tvoje debele ljuske?

Moja duša je odgovorna

Samo Svetlosti Božije Pravde.

```

888

```

Svakoga dana ti se veoma trudiš

Da pronađeš svog anđela čuvara.

Kažem ti,

Plamenovi težnje-posvećenosti-vere

Mogu lako da obave posao

Tvog anđela čuvara. ```

889

```

Srce nesigurnosti

Čuje glasnu viku

U svakom slabašnom šapatu.

```

890

```

Dok bolji san ne počne,

Njegovo srce će čeznuti

Samo za jednim:

Božijim Samilosnim Osmehom. ```

891

```

Tama će nastupiti

Bez ikakvog upozorenja

Ako svakodnevno nema ljubavi

U rečniku vašeg života. ```

892

```

Istina može da živi jedino sa ispravnim.

Laž može da živi jedino sa pogrešnim.

Traži od svog uma i srca

Da načine svoj izbor. ```

893

```

Njegova neugasiva žeđ

Za većom visinom

Pala je pod

Neizbežni prst smrti. ```

894

```

Prošlo vreme nadanja

Je obećanje.

Buduće vreme nadanja

Je posvećenost. ```

895

```

Zbog tvog samozadovoljnog uma,

Sada si izgubljen

U beživotnoj pustinji

Sa bezkonačnim nasleđem

Tuge.

```

896

```

Da li mislite da Bog

Ne želi da se penzioniše?

On želi da se penzioniše!

On je iznova i iznova tražio

Od kosmičkih bogova

Da mu organizuju povlačenje u penziju

I svaki put kosmički bogovi

Moraju da odbiju.

Ali, što im Bog više traži

Ovu posebnu uslugu,

U njihovim srcima raste bol

Zbog neuspeha

Jer se ljudski život

Nije preobrazio. ```

897

```

Ako ne odustaneš

Od besramnih trikova

Tvog rastućeg ponosa,

Smrt će ubrzati

Svoju predstojeću posetu.

```

898

```

Kada duševno postajete,

Šta postajete?

Postajete Božiji suučesnik.

Kada bezrezervno dajete,

Kome dajete?

Dajete Bogu.

```

899

```

Ništa ne može da pomogne

I ništa neće pomoći

Upravljanju Božijeg Broda

Osim besanog daha vedrine

Vašeg života.

```

900

```

Kada moj Gospod svira na flauti mog života,

On mi daje bezgraničnu sposobnost

Da idem Njegovim kraljevskim Putem

Da bih dosegao Besmrtno Kraljevstvo

Njegovog Srca.

```

From:Sri Chinmoy,Dvadest sedam hiljada izdanaka težnje, deo 9, Agni Press, 1983
Izvorno sa https://rs.srichinmoylibrary.com/ap_9